I really wanted to share this story because I just couldn't talk about it after it happened. I also would love some feed back! But last year November 24 8:30 pm my son and I we're at a friends house for a cookout. A young man pulled up opened fire shot 12 rounds and killed one guy ( my niece bf) shot another guy in the leg and shot my baby twice! My baby was laying on the floor bleeding to death! I picked him up and took off running around o the car. We made it to the hospital and he was airlifted to another hospital.

Two days later the guy who did this was found dead in a hotel room. He shot himself in the head. Everything inside of me just wanted to ask him why? But I didn't want him to kill himself. We stay in the hospital for a month. We came home in January. I couldn't go back to work because my son had to be home schooled due to the shooting. I lost many job in the process but so grateful that my son I'd still here! I've been having terrible dreams about things happening again, sleepless nights and flashbacks of what happened that night!

I know my post is long but it really feels good to get this off of my chest!! Just wondering if it's stress, depression I really just don't know. I just can't forget about that night!! Any thoughts, comments or suggestions??