Not happy but it's best

So I wanted a water birth my hospital dnt do it and because I had a previous c section 15 months ago it's not advised for me to have a vaginal birth although I can attempt one The risk is to high I also had preaclamcia so tht puts my at a 50% chance tht it will happen again I just dnt want to be cut again but with all these risk I know I have to go with the safest one