I didn't want to post this for fear that I'll get mostly hate comments but I feel it's something I need to share.

I moved to a new town March 2015. My SO and I have been together since May 2015. We have never used protection. I am not on bc. Neither of us have a doctor here. He smokes cogarettes, I quit January 2016. He smokes weed, I quit yeaterday. He has a stable full time job, I got laid off March 2016 and still don't have another job. We both eat fairly healthy except on cheat days or between paychecks when we are barely hanging on. We have an apartment that we pay for monthly and two cats that are our dear fur babies.

But we want a baby of our own...

All I've ever wanted was to be a mother. As a young girl I loved babies and toddlers, babysitting, and caring for my younger siblings. In my teens I wanted to go to school to get my early childhood education so I could open a daycare. Now in my early 20's all I can think of is settling down and starting a family of my own.

I just feel like because I don't have a job, steady income, health insurance, or even a personal doctor that I'm always getting put down for trying to have a baby. I love my SO and if we wanna start a family, I don't think it's anyone's business to tell us we can't. End of rant.