I should just stay alone....

Sunny
So I recently (2 months ago) left an abusive relationship. I also have been in many abusive, and horrible relationships. I haven't really been interested in anyone but this one guy that I nicknamed Houdini. Now I'm just feeling that I should just stay alone for a bit. I really feel like crap. I feel like no one wants a person like me. I honestly feel like disappearing.....