Feeling very spiteful and jealous...

Nicole
Hellooo, just thought I'd rant on here, so me and my fiancé have been TTC for over 2.5 yrs (with 1 chem preg), anyways, my Fiancé's bro not long met his GF and because of her age she wanted a baby, and guess what BAM pregnant. I thought lucky they live so far away, but now they are visiting and I have to go out for dinner with them... This is going to seriously kill me, I know I should be happy but nope here I am thinking I should ring work an see if they have a shift available or just say I'm sick, or I'm studying. Aaarrrgggg...
​So I just finished a "image board" with all the positive things in my life, and my TTC baby picture in the middle and I now realize that in comparison to the great things in my life TTC is so small, important and very significant but small...! 
​Mayb this may help others that find themselves in my situ :-) 
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