Last Saturday I found out I was pregnant for the first time. My husband and I were so excited! We told our parents and siblings only. Everyone was just over the moon. Unfortunately Sunday I started having some red spotting, that eventually turned brown. I figured oh this could be normal. My HCG levels were around 17 on Monday, and 22 two days later. Yesterday morning I started bleeding heavily, which came with horrible cramps and clots. I knew what happening. I was only 4 weeks and 5 days. I know so early, but yet so so heartbreaking. I feel like a part of me was taken forever, and I'll never get that piece back. Last night was the worst of the day. My cramps increased and bleeding was intense. I slept for about 10 hours. I'm feeling much better today. No cramps, just mild backache, and the bleeding had lightened. Just wondering how you other women with similar experiences got through the emotional and physical part of miscarrying. I feel devastated even though I know we will have a baby or two more again. When did you start trying to conceive again? Thank you ladies for letting me vent. 💜💜💜