Dear lovely,

Dearest Nora,
​I wish you were here right now. I wish you would blow up my phone with wierd questions. To answer your last one, I agree that bananas are stupidly odd fruits. I just wish you talked to me. Told me. Maybe I could have helped. Maybe we could have worked it out together. The whole world was resting on your precious shoulders and I was too blind to see the struggle it was for you to lift it. It's been almost a year. It will be my first Christmas without you. I wish that you were here lovely. I wish you didn't have to solve your problem by death. I miss you Noranica. I miss you like hell. I'm trying out for tennis, just like I promised. And I visit you every other Saturday, just like I promised. Rest in peace lovely, I'll never forget you.