So done

So the guy I had been talking to and sleeping with, decided to inform me last night that he has a girlfriend. That he had been with her for a little over a year and half. That he needs to stop cheating on her that he just doesn't know how. I was feeling every sort of emotion. I was angry, I was hurt, I felt like shit, I was sad. I disrespected someone I didn't even know. I've been cheated on. And just to be apart of the situation of the guy cheating on his girlfriend, I just feel like the lowest of the low. And I fucking broke down crying in front of him. I don't cry in front of my own mom. Much less some idiot who can't be faithful. I'm just so done with "dating" in the 21st century. Not only that. I was with one of his friends (I didn't know they were friends when I met him) a while before I started things with him. And the other guy started slut shaming me over the whole situation. And like. I'm going through all of this. Over someone cheating on his girlfriend. And basically just using me.