2nd colposcopy in 3 months.

My Pap smears keep coming back abnormal and now I have to do a second colposcopy. Anyone else go through this?

1st colpo came back normal after abnormal pap, but the follow up pap was abnormal again so now I have to do another colpo.

I also have been trying to conceive for a year and had a miscarriage the week of Christmas. I'm 34 and scared I'll never get pregnant. And now I keep thinking I might have cervical cancer. I always think the worse.