I'm so angry

Shelby • Mom to a lively toddler boy and a sweet baby girl.
Lately I feel like I've been filled with some hell spawn of rage. Every single thing makes me angry to the point that I literally can't stand being around my two year old and can barely handle my 5 week olds crying. I'm taking the depression pills they prescribed but I still feel out of control. I've also noticed that I alternate between total rage and completely numb and disconnected, and am barely eating anymore. I'm seriously considering looking at a facility...