I hate my period (s)

Boy do I hate my periods, the pain is ridiculous I have uterus didelphys it's a rare deformation causing 2 uterus's 2 cervix's and a septum splitting the vagina, meaning I have 2 periods at once. It's awful along with endometriosis. Thought there was a slight chance I could be pregnant because no symptoms and I'm 2 days away but I'm now starting to cramp so I think I'm out. I cringe of the thought of my month because it's so horrible more than what some people think.