So I've been off birth control for about 10 months now, I was on it for 6 years and forgot just how disgusting my natural periods are. I am just now back to normal. From passing uterin lining to bleeding up my back while sitting up and having to wash dry blood off of my butt while in the shower because over night I soaked through a tampon and a pad. Every time I wipe when I pee it's this major amount of nasty thick blood and it just makes me repulsed, I am repulsed by my own body right now. Everything hurts, my actual asshole hurts. I'm cramping so bad I'm shaking. I sat down on the floor earlier and yelled because it hurt. My uterus feels like it's being carved out by tiny evil demons. I haven't had a full blown period like this in years, I got off of birth control because I wasn't having periods when I was supposed to,so I made the glorious decision to get off of it and give my body a "break"