My best friend

IM SICK TO DEATH OF HOW SHE IS WITH RELATIONSHIPS. (Note she is bi) it's always I like this person you cant. He's fit. He liked my Instagram so he must like me. Let's plan to get us together even tho he's way out of her league. ITS LIKE IF UR A BREATHING HUMAN WHOS NICE SHE WWANTS TO FUCK YOU. And recently I started liking a guy, Charlie after just getting over his best friend John. I've had small feelings about Charlie for a month or so but i still likes John till 2weeks ago. So I never told anyone. but yesterday I told her I like him and it's all 'NO REBOUNDS NO ELASTIC BAND EFFECT YOU BREAK HIS HEART ILL BREAK UR WRISTS. IVE LIKED HIM SO UOU CANT'. IM AO FUCKING SICK OF THE WAY SHES BEING. I really really like this guy. The thing is I feel like I'm on the edge of a cliff and if I don't let myself like someone else I'm gonna fall back down to John. And I'm not letting myself do that. She keeps talking shit about me to my other buff about Charlie and she's not standing up for me either and I ducking told that girl what's going on with my feelings. She's giving me a head ache.