I feel AF coming :(

Courtney • Married to the love of my life and trying to conceive our one baby to complete our small yet mighty happy family. ❤️
AF is due on the 20th and I'm pretty sure I feel her coming!
It's only our first month trying, but I don't think I'm ready to face this disappointment for endless months! Ugh I'm so sad :(
Anybody else going through the same?