Any day now 🙄

I've been having issues with my GD and my doctor scheduled a c section for me at 39 weeks on the 20th. Yesterday he bumped my c section all the way up to the 8th. I haven't been feeling well and so we got labs which weren't great. Also my BP has been steadily bad and so today he moved my c section to the sixth. Gave me an injection for the baby's lungs and said I'll need one tomorrow too. He told me I'll be coming like three times a week and said don't be surprised if one day my levels are up or symptoms are bad and they just have to take him. I know it's for the health of my baby but it's all so scary and real now 😁