Help!

Amber
I am 13 and got a diva cup or a type of one and I want to use it but I am scared. I have never ever used a tampon because I am terrified to use one. I tried but starting freaking out and was in tears 😁 I may sound like a sissy but it is just weird and just creeps me out something just sitting there. Anyway I don't know what to do, should I wait till I use a tampon or just wait till I get older?