I'm writing this for advice. Not judgement.

Now I stay with my Mother right now. I am 20 years old. I just had my daughter who is nearly a week old. I am not working right now. I don't get any child support or any help from her father. So it's just me supporting me and her outside of my living arrangements. I can barley afford my $35 phone bill now. As my only bill to pay each month. I'm planing to start working a soon as I can get back and get an okay from my doctor.

Anyways my Mom is moving in July. Has informed me that it's best I move out. But isn't much help with how to get on my feet to do so. My family doesn't have much I share a room with 3 sisters and my baby. My grandmother has one room. My mom the other.

My child's father is in the army wants to marry so I can live with him. He says its the only way he'd help us. But he is very abusive. During my pregnancy he's physically beat me and verbally. Causing me to live and stay with my Mom and going to therapy. Now I'm starting to look at going with him as an option. I feel really hopeless because I have nothing. But a responsibility to a child I made and don't have anything to show for. It depresses me further. I don't know what foot goes first. Where to begin. I want to be able to do this. Just don't know how.

I could use some help. From anyone.