It happened again

Brooklynn
3rd miscarriage in 2 years. Kinda numb right now. I cried a lot earlier but now I don't know how to feel. I did everything right this time around, took vitamins, ate healthier, got more sleep, didn't consume anything harmful at all, I even prayed. Now I'm having the joy ripped away from me again. I wish I knew what I did to cause this...again