I wish I had more self control πŸ˜’πŸ†

After I have sex with my boyfriend (because I really wanted to) I always think to myself, "okay, next time I'm going to wait until he makes the first move the next time we have sex" and then I wait until the next day and can't control myself and pounce him πŸ˜‚ I'm always the one who is in the mood for sex. He doesn't complain at all, I just wish he initiated it a little bit more. He tells me sometimes he's just not in the mood at first but when I suddenly get into the mood and start taking off all my clothes in front of him or start rubbing on him then he gets into it. Sometimes I just wish I'd follow through with waiting until he pounced on me 😁