**Ranting**

So I'm 12 weeks pregnant and food still disgusts me and I'm throwing up constantly. A friend of mine who considers herself a "godmother" to my child has been nothing but selfish this whole pregnancy. She never calls,never texts,so finally I MADE PLANS with her to go to a Mexican restaurant I looooveee and was craving food (finally) 
So not even 30 mins before we were set to meet up,she texts me that she doesn't what that and wants to go to an expensive restaurant I don't even like and can't afford. She of course got mad and said she didn't want Mexican and wanted to go to this place. She doesn't understand I can't afford it and plus I was reallyyyyyy wanting a good Mexican meal finally now that I craved something. Then moments later she asks to go to a different Mexican restaurant and I agreed,then she changes it up again to a different pricey place. So I ended up eating a PBJ sandwich for lunch. So annoyed. Wish she understood I have a baby on the way and can't afford a meal that's small portioned and worth 50 bucks a plate like I used to.. Don't even care if I sound like a whiny bitch lol.