Depressed

Sandy
I am 17 weeks and very depressed. My SO is never here and anytime I say anything about the baby it seems like he has no interest what so ever. I feel so alone. He hasn't even told his family yet. He's been saying for 2 months he going to tell them and he always comes up with some reason why he didn't. Note neither one of us is a kid I'm 33 and he's 39 both grown adults. He has been saying since Mother's Day he wants to take me out and he has said for the last 2 weeks we going To go on Wednesday and nope it hasn't happened. I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't want my son(6yrs) to see me crying and depressed.😢