I know its wrong of me to want a boy and not a girl I just don't see myself being a mom to a baby girl I feel like Ill hate her in some way or I feel like she's going to be the death of me meaning I will feel like she's nothing but a brat to me. All I ever wanted was boys and I happily had a boy as my first child and I couldn't be happier but everyone is telling me that I'm going to have a girl now and it gets on my nerves because that's not what I want and they know that. Like my mother in law she's loves to rub it in my face that I'm going to have a girl and sometimes I just want to yell at her to shut up. I don't know I know I should just be lucky I'm having a baby while others want one so bad but its just how ibfeel . please no hateful comments. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I just needed to vent out.