Smoking at 10 weeks 😢

Ladies. I need everyone on here more than ever. I am 10 weeks today and I still can't stop smoking.. I'm taking at least a hit of a cigarette each time. I'm not sharing them with my SO anymore but at least 4 hits maybe a day. I dont know why I cant stop but i cant. Please give me reassurance and kind words to help me put the smokes down completely. I'm so close.. but it just needs to stop completely and today. Now I'm telling amd motivating myself and keep telling myself "stop being a fucking pussy" and that's been helping. But when I get off work, it just goes down hill from there and ill want a hit. This is the only issue I have 😢😭 please given me advice and or words so I can look back on this and have it stop today for good..