Lost....

I love my fience. But I find myself bored sometimes. It makes me feel like a horrible person, but there my feelings....

I know were not In a cupcake phase anymore, but I miss it. Were so use to each other. I'm 21 and feel like I'm 41.

I don't want to picture my life without him. I just sometimes wonder what it'd be like....

In the sense that, I'm not fully "happy"..like I feel our life is boreing. And when we do, do somthing we end up bickering.

We fished the other day and he just kept complaining about getting the pole stuck instead of enjoying our time. Sometimes that's just part of fishing.

I'd like any advice if anyone has been threw this....

And let me make it clear I can't picture being with anyone else.