Just a thought

Maybe it's because it's 1230am, I'm exhausted, or seen too many "my baby can --- and s/hes only x old" or something similar...... random thought as I nurse my lo to sleep, it's a win every night he goes to sleep and a win every morning he wakes up. We made it thru another day or night. I constantly wake up and feel if he's breathing. He's my 2nd and I never did that with my first. So much paranoia. But thought I'd share. <3