Sorry, just feeling like I'm going to explode!

I'm on dpo11 today.

Had what I think was implantation bleed on dpo9. I think I saw a vvvvfl yesterday on my test but may have been line eyes.

Now, last night SO and I left to go visit his parents and I promised myself I wouldn't pack any tests and won't test until Monday.

I'm literally pacing like a lion in its cage right now cause I don't know what to do with myself and I want to test.

Aaaaaaargh

Rant over