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I feel like I should just give up! me & my boyfriend have been together for 6 years never used protection & now that we're actually trying we still have no luck on conceiving this is getting really depressing. I took a test today & it was negative. My period is on day  43 & still no period. I'm just literally down pregnancy & being a mother isn't in the books for me. I'm so done trying.