Losing hope.

Emily • 24, kindergarten teacher, first bubba due 4th feb 17'
Does anyone else ever test earlier than they should and get BFN and just lose hope, I keep getting negative and i know it's my own fault for testing so early, so please save the lectures. I've still got 8 days until my expected period and I've just lost hope that this is my month 😔 sorry ladies just having a "wo is me" moment..