Alone.

This is so very personal and I have no one to go to anymore. I feel so alone and we are almost to the point of divorce over this. 2 people announced their births this week and one of my husbands good friends announced they are pregnant. We are struggling. It is to the point I'm ready to get a divorce or separate. My husband is no longer supportive of my negative tests. He gets mad at me when I get upset. I don't understand. It's unhealthy. Do I get divorced? I don't feel supported. We have tried for a year and half we are both healthy. We have gone to doctors they say we are fine. He keeps saying it will happen.  He doesn't support me whenim emotional. He doesn't support me when I'm positive. I feel like id rather be alone than want this anymore. What do I do?