9 dpo, BFN, High CP

Hello. I just took my first test of this cycle. I thought I had a vvvvvvfl, but I don't know. It could just be the lines that are always there on the frer tests. My cervix, however, is extremely high, like I can barely touch it. It feels sort of soft, and it is extremely closed. Is that a good sign? Am I out? :(