I used to have a boyfriend (for 3 years) and we were together since last year. We broke up because he said that he has to go to an another city and can't be with me while he is in another place. He said that he thinks that he cannot make me happy. And it was over. I started a new relationship with a new guy 10 months ago. Actually he was really liking me and when I finished my relationship I think that I will not getting over it, like ever. Cause I really loved him so much, also he is my childhood crush, I could't forget him. But also cant forgive him because he was so mean. So I decide to try with the new guy. The new guy I am in relationship with is really nice and loves me but now my ex is back and he says that he understand his love when he lose me. The thing that he was gonna go to another city was a lie and all of that was for that he thinks that he can not make me happy (because we used to fight always). So he wants me back and forever. Im really nervous and I dont know what to do with that. I don't want to broke my boyfriend's heart he is a really nice guy. But I dont know really what I want in depth of my heart. I still love my ex but told my self that I need to get over it for a very long time which is enough now to ignore what I really feel and I cant understand my real feelings. I really feel too bad.(Sorry for my bad english)