Unhappy

Almost 8 months and this is the worse time to be pregnant. I'm constantly being disrespected by my husband and his side chick and I'm so over this marriage and life. I just need to move on. Really scared about being in labor alone but i think its best i gather my life back together. I'm going through so much and i already have a one year old so I'm constantly in a bad mood. Smh idk how some men could treat women so bad and act like its not their fault we feel and act the way we do... smh... I'm just so done being in so much pain and feeling bad about myself. My confidence is gone and i just feel like i failed at life... smh... can't believe I'm bringing in another baby into this world.