I was reeeaaalllyy hoping to avoid induction... I know it's common with FTM's if you go over but I so wanted to enjoy my first baby's birth and not have to go through pitocin and all its discomforts and potential issues... I know I should be happy because baby will be here soon but at the same time I feel so defeated and like I did something wrong during these last couple of weeks to prevent my body from doing this on its own...