Don't know how to feel

I just made a post earlier about how I have a doctors appointment tomorrow to go on clomid and... I even purchased a baby's first outfit because I have faith that my god will provide..... and tonight I find out that my younger sister is pregnant😳 talk about not knowing how to feel.... I'm extremely happy for her although this is not something that she wanted but... I even joked with her before that she better not get pregnant before me with a slight truth to the joke but... wow I told her well I guess we're gonna be pregnant together because I'm determined and have faith that God will come through for me... but if he chooses to start my family at a later time honestly I will be heart-broken but I am very happy for my little sister but just don't know how to feel right now... plus my husband made a comment like well 3 more years... like he's giving himself three more years to have a child.. when I asked him about it he just said 3 more years until he's 35 then after that he's not fusy for a child😢 I think out if all of what happen tonight that hurt my feelings the most