OBGYN Issue

Valerie
So im 27 weeks and because i missed a couple appointments and havent done a check up with my dr in 2 months i now have to find a new dr! Im pissed! They know i have a 5 year old and a 8 month old ive been with lone star obgyn for 6 years! They helped diluber my first child and my second.. Now because i missed a couple apt. And always forgot to call in i have to find a new dr.. All for missing 2, 5 min apt to see how im doing and to hear the baby heart beat.. Also the fact that i have chosen to do a sceduled csection due to just having one with my 8 month old.. And to also have a hernia removed at the same time.. I feel so over welmed its just awful.. And i havent found a dr yet idk what to do.. Everyone ive foind wants like 1200 to see them because of my insurence.. 😭😭😭😭😭