Do you ever feel like no one will ever love you?

I do. I live with depression and anxiety. Most days are good, but sometimes I struggle. I was honest about it with my ex, and got rejected. He called me weak, strange, weird, annoying, and said he would never marry someone like me. He also would talk about my problems with his friends behind my back. It HURT, still does. And now I wonder if anyone will accept that my hands shake, my heart races, and crowded spaces flip me out so I haven't bothered trying to date again.

(Yes, I have a treatment plan btw)