Just want to cry

Tami
Had my almost 38 week appointment today. I had blood drawn on Friday to test for cholestasis. The doctor got my hopes up that we'd have results today but we didnt. It could be days. Now I'm freaked out because the longer you wait to induce the greater the risk for stillbirth. Baby's moving a lot and has a strong heartbeat but I can't help but worry. Also I've been feeling horrible all weekend ... nauseous, dizzy, tired, increased contractions. So I went against my better judgment and had them check me. Still 1 cm, same as 2 weeks ago, so I guess those contractions are just pretend. I just want to cry :-(