I feel like giving up😞

Tiffani • Army WifexDec262015
I am in my mix emotions right now ladies😞
My husband and I been TTC since Nov. 2015 & 2 months ago I made an appointment to see a fertility doctor. The clinic here on post only had May 23rd opening and wont be having any other openings till July so I took the date. 
Today is May 23rd, I been waiting for this day for 2 months and I even reminding my husband about the appointment and he repeatedly told me he will be home to take me (he is in the Army) and I said okay. 
So basically he made me miss my very important appointment. I been looking forward to this day, I even told my husband if he isnt 100% sure that he will be home to take me to just leave me the car ao i can go to my appointment. 
Honestly i feel like giving up on trying to concive. 😞😔😔😔 its hard to explain how much this appointment ment to me.