My husband and I have been trying since Christmas for baby #2. I have been praying, working out, amd eating right. Why do I keep getting negative pregnancy tests?! I just broke down bawling and can't even begin to explain to my husband how I feel. I feel like my heart has been ripped in two. Why can't I have another baby? I see these babies everywhere and I look at my daughter and I do feel blessed but at the same time I feel so depressed. I have so much more love to give, so why not a BFP? So tired of the disappointment. :(