Today was my first day at work in four months (my little one is four months tomorrow) and it sucks. It takes me two plus hours to get out the door in the morning so I'm up around 5 (would prefer 5:30 but baby slept later and wanted to eat at 5). Kiddo is at childcare for 9+ hours. Trying to juggle work and pumping - came home with two big clogs (but luckily she has cleared them). Still need to finish her laundry, back her bag, clean bottles and pump parts, make bottles, and pack it all up for tomorrow again. All I want to do is snuggle my girl and sleep. I'm sure there is an adjustment period and it will get better, but this sucks.