:( I'm so heart broken! I can't deal with this. We have been trying so hard for over a year. After our miscarriage, and still nothing. Every time I pray so hard for God to bless me with our rainbow baby. Why not us, why are people being blessed and not us. Am I selfish to think badly of mothers who deep down I know don't want a child? I see them everyday smoking, not taking care of themselves and here I am doing everything possible to bless our lives with a child. And nothing 😞