So hard to wait

April
So after starting to try to conceive in January we have decided to wait until next January. My ob was going to start me on clomid in August. However I've been losing weight and I want to lose close to 100 pounds before I get pregnate. I started out at 260 and I'm down 40 pounds. I also stopped birth control in December and have been having regular periods which is awesome because I have PCOS. However since then I became extremely tired, dizzy, and had head aches all the time. Come to find out I'm extremely anemic due to heavy periods :( I'm a 15 when normal range is 45-151. So after taking to my husband I told him I want to try and get my anemia in check and be healthier to carry out child. I'm sure my dr will agree with us and I hope we can start clomid in January. It bums me out but I know in the long run it will be better for me and our future child.