Might cry.

Just feeling really left out. A "friend" is getting married Sunday and from the beginning she never wanted me in her wedding. Blamed it on me trying to get pregnant and didn't want me to be pregnant for her wedding. In reality she just didn't want me in the wedding at all. So someone flaked out on her bridesmaids party and she asked if I wanted to be in the wedding. I was so excited to be in it, that I wasn't even mad about being a last resort bridesmaid.

Well she was having a bridal shower and I couldn't make it. She flipped out and told me I can't be in her wedding or attend it. She also called me a selfish cunt because I wouldn't be at her party.

She had her bachlorette party this past Saturday, and I just feel left out. It makes me sad to see the pictures on facebook. She was supposed to be one of my best friends, and now I can't help but feel like a selfish person for wanting to be in her life.

I'm just very sad. Can't be friends with someone who freely calls someone a cunt and spreads lies to your brother and sister in law about their pregnancy.