I never introduced myself so here you go. I'm 32 married and have a 2 year old son. I'm a high risk pregnancy because I have epilepsy, depression, and anxiety. We lost our home in a house fire last year that killed my father in law and all of our memories. My mom is terminal with lung cancer and this is most definitely our last Christmas with her. I believe in God but am not his biggest fan these days (I'm sure you can see why)! We've had 4 miscarriages and I'm kinda lost when it comes to having another baby without my mom? 

I love people, I work for social services as a social worker so I always put others before myself. I'm trying to care about all of you and each of your own personal battles. Please have understanding and respect when posting. We are strong, amazing women but our lows are so so dark that a friend even online means so much! I am also a kick boxer and a green belt in hapkido, it manages my anxiety in an amazing way. I posted this because we need understanding for our struggles. I gave advice today and got called a 'dummy' I was shocked..not mad just blown away at the mentality!! If you are on this site to act that way please do not communicate with me. 

I look forward to taking with you all?