Soo i gave birth to my handsome baby boy may 22, i was in labour 36 hrs and had to have an emergency cesearean. Which i really didnt want AT ALL. On top of feeling terrible about not being able to birth my baby the way i want, i now can't get him to breast feed!! He wont suckle he plain has no interest most of the time. I have been hand expressing and feeding with a syringe and using a pump just to continue stimulation...but now i can't get enough colustrom and just had to give him formula...i feel so innadaquit as a women and mother. Idk what to do anymore, my body is failing this baby at every turn. I just want the best dor him, and i can't give him anything....any recommandations or understandings?