My bf of 2 years and I just moved to the city were alone and both need friends and jobs we have jobs now so that's cool lately he's been looking for friends which is great but he's only looking for friends that are girls (which is okay) ...but lately it's been in a weird way it began as 'looking for friends that are girls so we can have a threesome' but now it's 'looking for friends that are girls so I can do a photo shoot for them' (he's a published but out of work photographer btw) he's on tinder and plenty of fish looking, doesn't ask me my opinion of the girls he's looking for for the three some, talks to girls he finds all hours of the night and sure he has taken in the bio but ...what girl really cares if they see him on a dating/hookup website right? But I'm not trying to stress because since we moved to the city and school has ended he has done nothing but become from what I see miserable ... Honestly I feel like we both have yesterday our cat got into one of his things and he literally had a mental breakdown screaming how he "hates his life", he "hates this house" he "hates everyone" he got upset with me because I didn't want to go out for drinks with him a night before my drug testing and ignored me all night because of it and on until the morning because of it...I feel like he's going to cheat on me and I'm not writing this for tips on how to keep the relationship going because I'm stubborn and already have it set up in my mind that it is going to happen...the way I got him (on a dating site when he was looking for fwb but it turned into a relationship) is how I will lose him...it makes me want to start 'looking for friends' ...I guess I'm just bracing myself so I won't get hurt. Sorry for the rant it all seems stupid now that it's all types out but I'm going to post it anyway just to vent...sorry

Edit::::: I've never broken up with anyone and after 2 years this will be hard I don't even know where to start which is why I'm dragging this out hoping it was my imagination...it's hard to break up with out cheating proof too.