Meet my baby Lola 😍

Me and my fiance lost our baby Lily in November 2015 after a year of trying. We began trying as soon as we could and after another 6 months of TTC we decided to put an end to the stress. I have PCOS and possible endometriosis that i get a laproscopic surgery for in September. Its a sad time for us. I would be due in a couple weeks, rubbing my big bump and waddling everywhere, ready to welcome our gorgeous baby girl into the world.

We are now focused on wedding planning and plan to marry in October next year. My motherly instinct however is still overbearing and my man must have picked up on this, as he went out and bought me this precious little darling and within a couple of weeks she has become my little blue eye, she's my baby and the happiness she gives me is incredible. She has filled that hole in my heart that i thought only my child would ever fill. I love my husband to be and my gorgeous little baby, i feel complete! (For now) 😂

Sorry if i bore anyone with this appreciation post!