Jealousy please read. :(.
So I've been with my SO for almost 3 years now.. And I have pretty bad anxiety and I almost always expect the worst. But he had gained my trust pretty quickly despite the fact he was a cheater in the past and was flirty..and of course about 7 months into our relationship he had cheated on me. I had a feeling it would happen, I could tell he liked her blah blah blah I was an idiot. And I decided to stay with him(don't judge).
But since that incident he has changed A LOT. He asks me if I'm comfortable with everything he does and makes sure he isn't crossing any boundaries. But even though I've regained trust for him and he's done nothing wrong for 2 years, I still have "fits" of jealousy. :(. It makes me feel bad because I should trust rverything 100% by now.. And I hate bringing it up to him cuz he gets upset that I dont trust him after all this time.
But recently theres 2 girls at his work hes gotten pretty close to. One girl is Kelsi and the other is a girl named Molly. Kelsi is cool and I hang out with them now and I like her and all. But idk about Molly cuz I've never really met het outside of seeing her at his job. She's really known for having a really nice ass and a cute face tho. :( Well all day today theyve been texting. I keep seeing "Molly" pop up on his phone.. I dont read the messages because that'd be rude/wrong. But I just wanna be like "So what have you and Molly been talking about allllll day?" But ik he'll get mad/upset about me even looking at the name and bringing it up. 😔
I feel bad for feeling jealous, idk what to do. Idek why Im telling y'all all this. Maybe for some reassurance or advice. Thanks for reading..
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