I need to let this out

So frustrated!

My wife and I have been ttc 6mo with a known donor. No luck. All labs etc came back fine. No blockages, cysts.. Nothing. So we want our donor to have an analysis done to rule that out(wasn't done prior because he has a 2yr old). I've opted not to try this month until it's done because it's sooo hard waiting and wishing.. I'm currently in my fertile window and this blows! Feels like a wasted opportunity.. I'm beyond frustrated.... At least I know for sure I'll be getting AF 😒