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Charlotte • 2nd Baby
So... Pregnant. Again. 
After 4 miscarriages I can honestly say that I don't have much hope for this one. 
I want this pregnancy to stick, I desperately  do, But I can't see past the next two weeks. 
I'm having twinges in my lower abdomen that convince me I'm about to come on my period. I don't have any signs or symptoms that I'm pregnant apart from a missed period 3 dates ago.  No sore boobs or tiredness. 
I just don't feel pregnant- last pregnancy I was bloated and has nausea the lot. This time- nothing 😑
Im sorry I'm being so negative but this is the only place I can explain how I'm feeling. I don't want to drag my partner down as he's just as nervous. 
Has anyone had a successful pregnancy after recurrent m/c? Need a little hope in my life 🙏🏼🙏🏼